In two days, I’m going to turn 3 0. Yup, THIRTY.
I have no clue what to write. Mind is pretty much blank and brain is unresponsive.
So this is how it feels…
Category: Ramblings
This is me, speaking through my fingers. Could just be about anything. Like the ant I see on my LCD monitor right now.
It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit.
My rambling today is about my own journey that I want to end. Can I escape? No. Can I leave? No? Can I die? Yes–but still no.
My life is not as bad… I know other people out there that are living in hell (figuratively). To put it bluntly–my problem is nothing compared to a girl raped by her own father and uncle… My issues in life are nothing compared to the little boy who has to walk 2 hours to school with an empty stomach… My pain is nothing compared to a mom who just lost her baby… What I’m worried about is really nothing… Some people are living in hell… While I am in purgatory (and I don’t know if I even believe in hell, purgatory, and heaven).
So why do I feel so hopeless when there are people around me who should have lost hope but are still hanging on?
Just writing this piece helped me put things in perspective (what a cliche–but it’s true). My troubles are nothing. Truly NOTHING. And I am so ashamed that I thought of escaping. I am ashamed that I felt this way.
There are many versions to this poem but the message does not change. I guess, people stronger than me have this attitude–the DON’T QUIT attitude. I once thought that I had that attitude. Once… A long time ago. And now, I’m beginning to feel that it might just come back. I just need to remember–It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit!
Well, hello world!
It’s been like forever since I last wrote–well, maybe not. That was just an exaggeration (of epic proportions–another one). My last post was like the last week of August and it was such a short post as well. Boring life much? I would have to say NO. But I just didn’t feel like writing. But mind you, there were (and still are) a lot of things that I wanted (and want!) to write about. I couldn’t make time–I wouldn’t make time. There, I said it.
Where do I even start? Ah! Pictures!!!
I am not a bike enthusiast but I do appreciate bikes (and some other stuff). I saw these babies while walking along the Dumaguete City Boulevard on September 1st 2012. Of course, I had to take pictures!
More boulevard pictures (there are times that we call it “boulevard of broken dreams”)
There are acacia trees along the boulevard.
On other news… I found this iPhone App several weeks ago. I was reading a Time magazine article about ‘amazing’ Apps and this was one of those Apps. I like the iPad version just because it’s A LOT bigger. My eyesight is terrible. It is called Flipboad–yes, you FLIP through the ‘pages’.
September wasn’t a very nice month. I was sick for 2 weeks. 2 effin weeks… BUT! Got to love my chicken soup. *slurp*
*I don’t have any type of flow in mind for this post. If you get lost, sorry. I got lost too*
I love pens! Pens and notebooks! Got these pens when I went out a few weeks ago.
Okay, that’s all for now. Got work to do!
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