“What you see is usually what you don’t get. I’m complicated. Just like that and don’t ask me to change that fact coz that wouldn’t be me anymore—I’d just be like you—and I seriously do not want that. F O. ***[That’s my usual disclaimer when asked to describe myself.] I am someone who haters love to hate. I am a hand full. I am not easy to be with. I do not take crap from people who do not matter to me. I am passionate. I love my family. I can cry and laugh at the same time. I can make people happy. I can make people very sad. I can make people very mad [at me]. I can make people feel very special. I can make people so miserable that they’d wish they didn’t know me at all. I can smile and not mean it. But I can never laugh and not mean it. And I love to laugh. I am all that and more. I am myself. I never wanted to be someone else. Despite everything, I am fortunate.”

I wrote that for my blog profile. I actually didn’t know what else to write. I also didn’t want to overwhelm anyone reading my profile. So I had to keep it short and not so sweet. But definitely lacking a lot of information. I guess the best thing to do right now is to dissect my blog profile.

“What you see is usually what you don’t get.” Don’t mistake me as someone pretentious. Just because I don’t talk much the very first time we meet, it doesn’t mean a whole lot. It only means that I’m still observing and thinking on the best way to approach you or mingle with you.

“I’m complicated.” I don’t complicate things, that’s not what I’m trying to say. When I say I’m complicated, it simply means that not all minds will understand how my brain works.

“Just like that and don’t ask me to change that fact coz that wouldn’t be me anymore—I’d just be like you—and I seriously do not want that.” Take no offense. I am happy being me. I don’t want to pretend to be someone else. Just like you like being you. I like being me.

“I am someone who haters love to hate.” Let me first describe what a “hater” is. According to Urban Dictionary, a hater is a person who simply cannot be happy for another person’s success. I do not mince words. I guess that’s one reason why they just love to hate me. ☺

“I am a hand full. I am not easy to be with.” I do not settle for mediocrity. I will push someone to the edge until I get what I want. Cruel. I know. But it’s not usually for my sake. Believe me. I do not like it when people perform poorly.

“I do not take crap from people who do not matter to me.” Talk down on me, it’s okay. But make sure you’ve earned that. If you haven’t, then be ready for the transformation. You will not know what hit you.

“I am passionate.” Plainly means that I am full of emotions. Which is right.

*** The rest of it is pretty much easy to understand. Bottom line is, I am never mean when uncalled for. That’s why people who deliberately cross me or hurt those I love will always always see/feel my transformation.